How Sad, but Oh, How True...

"In life you meet people. Some you never think about again. Some you wonder what happened to them. There are some that you wonder if they ever think about you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do."
- Anonymous

Be On You

Today is the birthday of a friend out there, whom I've not spoken to for quite a very long time. I'm not even sure if I should wish you directly. But here it is. I'd like to dedicate this favourite song of mine to the birthday person. Yeah, I like the song. I'm not sure if you're gonna like it. But one thing's for sure I pick my favorite piece for you. That's better than a cake. Wherever you are.... Happy Birthday.

If we ever talk again, this is it. Posted on 7th June 2010. Xoxo

P.s - This goes out to all June babies too. Be mesmerized...

Against

It starts to crack. I hear it shatters into a million pieces. I pick the tiny little pieces up, grasping in my hands. The sharpness pricks right into my flesh, I feel the pain, the harder I hold on to it. I see my blood oozes and lines elegantly all the way down to my arms, what a horrendous sight, yet paints millions of bucks even art value can't buy.

I'm running out of blood now. I should be panicked at this moment. Average person would have started flying white flag by now. The seconds continue ticking away. Shall I fight or bid goodbye...? Shifting to my millions of cells in my skull, looking for rationality, I shall calculate my chances to make the battle worthwhile. Time is almost up.

Time is up.

I still cannot die.

My Baby

It's been since last Friday that my handphone has officially turned faulty. My dear Samsung seems to have some parts pretty messed up in there. People can hear me, but I can't hear them. And I actually resorted to displacing the slide to a certain distance just to get the sound. And it's not always going to work that way either.

It's weird, how when my handphone was running in top-notch condition and it was not ringing that much.

But I heard a pretty inspirational quote from someone today regarding this matter. And it goes like this, "I want to message you, but my message can't get across. When I call you, you can't hear me. It makes me miss you more."

HEHHEHEHEEHEHEH. I find that seriously hilarious. Thank you :)

All Souls' Day

Just not to keep my dear lonely blog stagnant.

Today's All Soul's Day. Went to the cemetary. Put a stalk of flower on each departed relative's tomb, including my late mom's. Funny, I realised I do resemble her a lot as I grow older as I watched her embedded photo on her gravestone. Rest in peace, Mama and all dearly departed ones.

When You Should Be S-I-N-G-L-E

Of late, I've been hearing so many people around me, especially ladies, and yeah guys too... with relationship problems.... I guess what, know? I think most problems were already there, right from the start! Yes, the beginning of a relationship actually tells the challenges that are to come your way. So, before diving into any relationships, it would be wise to go through the raw data I've accumulated from 23 years of being human (with feelings).

When one hooks up with another, it must and should be of pure mutual interest and attraction. But indeed it is difficult to distinguish the right feeling from lust or loneliness. Though I'm not a pro or would consider myself experience in this field, I'd highlight the TOP 10 Reasons you should stay single according to the following stated below:

***Note: The following facts have no connections with those who are dead or yet to die.

Do your part, save lives.

TOP 10 REASONS YOU'RE NOT READY FOR A RELATIONSHIP:

1. You are still checking out other guys/girls when you're out in social surroundings (while with your significant other / potential partner present).
   
2. You are seriously not interested to know what has been going on in his/her life (one way street).
   
3. You begin to find out what the definitions of love and like are through the online dictionary or by asking your peers (in which they begin to get really sick of).
4. You are not even turned on when he/she tries to act coy, cute or seductive; instead you turn your head around and grimaced (and actually feel sorry for doing so, later on).
5. Going out on dates have become a burden; you actually have to plan what you are expected to do, to so-call 'make it happen'.
6. You are going out with him/her and don't expect him/her to help you carry your heavy luggage (if he's a guy) or proof-read your written articles (if she's a lady -- DUH!) because you would rather ask someone else to do it for you, so as not to send the WRONG signal. (You are afraid that this would lead to some kind of 'intimacy'!)
   
7. You wonder why you don't feel for him when everyone else is head over heels in love with him/her -- instead you go, "What's wrong with me? Why I don't see that like you guys do?"
8. The only reason you're with him is because he is loaded with $$$$$$ / The only reason you're with her is because she's hot and you can't wait to take her >>> to bed.
9. When you meet his/her parents, you just can't look them in the eyes, for obvious reasons -- You think you're about to screw up their child's life!
10. LAST but not Least.... YOU SHOULD BE SINGLE when you know you will eventually have to utter these to your partner, "It's Not You, It's Me...."

p.s --- Nobody wants to be a filler. Hence, may be more people can reduce the damage. Damage to the heart. Ouchh.

Let's make this a global awareness! And no, I am not writing this AS IF I've just survived a bitter relationship. Just... this is an awareness I think most should instill inside.

A BROKEN HEART KILLS PRODUCTIVITY!